Trying to heal

I hate arabic...ok got that out of the way...now i can actually move on i hope.

I wish i was going to the cruxshadows show next week, but sadly i'm far away...i'm trying to find out of they are doing any shows nearby here, but having little luck with their actual website...it apparently takes a really really long time to load but they have a music player that helps pass the time...they came to LA but for one that's really far away and for two it was on the same day i got here...some luck i got here. oh well, let it go i guess...hope you all have fun anyhow. i have tons of things to say but i don't really feel like talking right now...honestly i feel like drinking and taking up smoking again, but that's a whole other ball of wax...don't worry. i'm getting by...barely.

"the children of a newer day might remember and avoid our fate."

"you've asked me for my sacrifice and i am winter born."

"i hear the angels call my name and i am winter born."