rock climbing
Today I went. It was much fun, yes. I got lots of new cool equipment for the dreaded holiday...and today I got to use it. I fell several times on one climb I tried, but it was ok...I didn't get scared this time Jules. :)
Now, I'm sitting around listening to the Social D CD I bought today and drinking a Capt n sprite wondering why I'm not in bed already. Oh yeah, cuz music is more important than sleep.
Not much else to say right now...except I also got a new shirt and several other cds today which rocks! but I also found out that my favorite skirt has disappeared...everybody pay attention. Yes, you too, damn it! I have some sad news: the cute little black shirt that looks like a cheerleader skirt only see-through in places has gone missing from my collection. If anybody sees or hears from it, I miss it dearly and would like it back. Until then, I have no cuteness... *extreme sad face*. Also missing is my black fishnet shirt...though that doesn't feel like as much of a loss since I have another one (different style) and several other see-through shirts...(will not cry over the loss of that as much as the first).
In other notes: Why does my brain always revert back to him when I'm in between things? What does that mean? It was on my mind all day today; I couldn't shake it. Even now, it's there: constantly on my brain (even if only in the very back) but the mood of it, the feeling of it, is ever present. What's so special about him? Plenty of others have treated me better than him (though that is not to say he treated me badly, not by any stretch) and plenty of others have done more for me, gone more out of their way for me. And I've definitely had better sex than with him (again, not to discount that either, cuz a lot of the time it was fucking fabulous with him), wilder sex, much much crazier sex and I've surely had others who actually loved me. All that, and still I can't add it up...anybody else have any ideas? Well that is, if you even know who I'm talking about. If not, general advice will also be accepted. But remember that advice is a two-edged blade...don't expect to give me advice that is valid and that I should respect if you yourself aren't also supposed to listen to it.
Now, I'm sitting around listening to the Social D CD I bought today and drinking a Capt n sprite wondering why I'm not in bed already. Oh yeah, cuz music is more important than sleep.
Not much else to say right now...except I also got a new shirt and several other cds today which rocks! but I also found out that my favorite skirt has disappeared...everybody pay attention. Yes, you too, damn it! I have some sad news: the cute little black shirt that looks like a cheerleader skirt only see-through in places has gone missing from my collection. If anybody sees or hears from it, I miss it dearly and would like it back. Until then, I have no cuteness... *extreme sad face*. Also missing is my black fishnet shirt...though that doesn't feel like as much of a loss since I have another one (different style) and several other see-through shirts...(will not cry over the loss of that as much as the first).
In other notes: Why does my brain always revert back to him when I'm in between things? What does that mean? It was on my mind all day today; I couldn't shake it. Even now, it's there: constantly on my brain (even if only in the very back) but the mood of it, the feeling of it, is ever present. What's so special about him? Plenty of others have treated me better than him (though that is not to say he treated me badly, not by any stretch) and plenty of others have done more for me, gone more out of their way for me. And I've definitely had better sex than with him (again, not to discount that either, cuz a lot of the time it was fucking fabulous with him), wilder sex, much much crazier sex and I've surely had others who actually loved me. All that, and still I can't add it up...anybody else have any ideas? Well that is, if you even know who I'm talking about. If not, general advice will also be accepted. But remember that advice is a two-edged blade...don't expect to give me advice that is valid and that I should respect if you yourself aren't also supposed to listen to it.
posted by AeroAangel at 23:35
2 Comments:
I looked for em both and they aren't here.... The last time I seen either to be honest was the Pub Golf night...
As far as advice, I have none, Why... cuz I can't get over the two that if they said "now" I would jump in a heartbeat.... *shrugs* ... Doesn't matter... Either way I love you and will be here to just listen if you want to call me. I'll just lisen to you breathe if that helps too :P
Love you babydoll
thanks i guess...heh
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