The backside of day 3

Yeah, so today is day 3 of my little experiment...and i want a cigarette so bad right now it's not funny. Yesterday and the day before were not as bad as today. I know myself too well...but at least I don't yet owe anybody $3.00 cuz so far nobody has bet against me. Oh well...just thought I would share the progress with everybody. But please don't think less of me if you see me with cigarettes next time you see me...cuz it just might happen...i'm trying really hard not to...but....

i had to go see the fucking doctor today...i hate him with a fucking firey passion that is only further inflamed by his blantant ignorance and his unpunctual-make-a-girl-in-a-lot-of-pain-wait-for-two-hours way of running his slipshod excuse for a "specialist" business. Fuck him! Fuck you DR. STEIN!!! you make me want to smoke a whole pack, just from waiting so long in your fucking small ass little room with no windows or music.